Friday, November 04, 2005
yesterday night, while doing some deep thinking, i realized something important
the reason why i couldnt recover from depression wasnt because im not willing to move on, its coz
time wouldnt wait for noonesadly to say, if i didnt had to deal with my o lvls, things would have been better. and coz its darn important for me to pass, my mum has been really anxious and under pressure too
thats why she took away the router. but... no one in my family really know anything about my illness... o_o.... and i have to admit too, that living with someone suffering from depression is kinda hellish
i have my good and bad days, and its not exactly nice to be laughing and talking to me now, and then my mood changes all of a sudden.
bah. if only i did more for myself. its too late now, isnt it? my first paper is on monday, MONDAY!!
i should have continued taking my medicine, i should have taken teh chance to talk to noel properly about it.
im kinda disappointed to announce that ive lost the battle against time and depression, and i would either have to repeat secondary 4 again or settle for some course i dont want
>< so for the past 5 months, yall have been seeing the worst side of me, but i ll get well and take revenge on this person,
so wait, yah?
itll be jolly good revenge, honey, just wait
11:12 AM
